I'm so worthless today!!!!!
OK, not just today. I've been rather worthless since the weekend, too. With the exception of Sunday. Sunday I did some stuff.
I need to do the following (to-do list for my own good):
Write letter for DO to sign
Finish grading this MASS OF PAPERS
Read some theory for my thesis (Kristeva, Derrida, Bakhtin)
WRITE MY THESIS PROPOSAL WHICH IS DUE MONDAY!!!!
And tomorrow and Friday I have parties to attend. Halloween ones. And a birthday one on Saturday.
But all I wanna do is sleep. Why, oh why, did the insomnia have to strike last night? I got to bed at 3:30am and thought seriously about just coming to work at that point. I was very motivated in the middle of the night.
Listening: the hum of my own doom